It occurs to me today that December is just … dark.
I don’t mean that it’s emotionally dark. I mean that it’s literally dark. Because as December deepens, there’s less and less daylight for me to wander out in the woods, thinking and dreaming and breathing and shooting and writing.
On days like today, the only time I spend in the sun is the 30 seconds it takes to walk to my car in the morning.
You can see the effects on my camera roll first: there are almost no photos there, because without sunlight (my favorite subject), or green leaves (my second), it’s difficult for me to find anything to place in my viewfinder. And since I’m such a visual person, the result is a creative dryness.
A visual deprivation.
But.
*
Tonight, in the absolute dark, I go out walking.
I don’t bring my camera.
Instead of letting my eyes lead me, I try to listen instead.
There’s a total absence of crickets or cicadas or birdsong, and tonight the atmosphere is almost perfectly still — not even a breeze.
After awhile, though, I begin to hear: the soft tweet-tweet-tweet of a bat above me. The slow, single note ting of a windchime turning gently in the air.
Under the limbs of a tall oak, I stop and stand still, trying to hear something. And after a few minutes, where before I heard just quiet, I begin to hear whispers:
Dry leaf against leaf.
Dry branch against branch.
A hush that’s full of life, like a hundred voices waiting to speak.
*
I take no photos.
I speak no words.
For today at least, the hush feels holy. ❤
This darkness is so essential sometimes. And, observing these little things is a beautiful thing to do in itself. I’m glad to have read this today for I would explore the December nights too now. 🙂
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I love your response, and I so agree. I think winter’s darkness invites us to turn inward, tend to our souls and rest. 🙂
Happy exploring!!
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Sometimes we need the darkness to appreciate the light- within us and around us. Beautiful. 🙂
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Indeed. I so agree. 🙂
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Wow… this is without doubts the best day of your special Project The Body Electric. You MUST write a novel, your talent is absolute.
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You’re so kind… I’ve accepted the fact that I’ll write my book someday.
In the meantime, you get to read my little musings instead.:)
I truly do appreciate your support and sweetness here… I mean that.
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So cool to be so connected to your surroundings.. It should always be so
Beautifully written 😊
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Thank you for that. Appreciate you. ❤
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You’re welcome 😊
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I wondered what you shoot in the woods. But I guess you meant with your camera?
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😉
But of course.
I may be an American, but not of the rifle-toting variety.
And besides: I just don’t look very fetching in camouflage. 😉
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How do you know? You wouldn’t be able to see yourself 🙂
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🙂
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That was really beautiful. Isn’t it amazing what our senses pick up when we are still.
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So true!! It’s a season when I think so many of us could use some extra quiet and stillness. Wishing you plenty of peace and calm! 🙂
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Thank you so much. And the same to you too. Peace, quiet and calm … even just writing the words helps!
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I know just what you mean. 🙂
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I saw everything clear as a bell without photos! Not necessary with your writing. 😉
I live the dark and winter. I always have. I was in my element in Seattle with the short days and drizzle.
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Oh, girl. I want to love the winter. I really do. It’s hard for me, but … I’m learning.
What do YOU love about it? Convince me. 🙂
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Hmmm… I love cozy. And the winter drives me to cozy up with a warm blanket,my kitties and cocoa. It makes me crave yoga instead of weight-training for its yummy slow rise of heat and eventual savasana, complete with blankets and cats all curled up at my feet. I love warm, yummy soups that are much too hot to enjoy in the summer. I even love the somewhat lazy low feeling I get in the winter and the many hours of darkness where I can relax into it. I guess I do like hibernation a bit. 😉
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You know … You make it sound pretty magical.
I needed that. Thank you. 🙂
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How lovely your darkness is!
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^ you are such a beautiful soul.
Just so you know. 🙂
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What a lovely hymn to mindful presence and the beauty in the stillness of a moment. Yes! Here is to living in the fullness of all of our senses! ❤️
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Indeed! 🙂
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